Sunday, October 29, 2006 | | | |

How to Build God’s Confidence in Our 12? October 17, 2006

Posted by shinelikestars in Wisdom from William. add a comment

Here are William’s Personal Applications for Message 10: How to Build God’s Confidence in our 12?

In message 10, we want to explore how to build Confidence into our 12? Before we can even begin to talk about building confidence, we need to first recognize that the confidence we are discussing here is not a confidence that comes from ourselves, as in how capable we are… We are referring to a confidence that comes from the Lord who is living in our lives and deep within our spirits… We need to first recognize that it is about God’s grace at work in our lives that we are able to achieve great things for Him. That confidence comes from the Lord…

1. Know God’s Mercy and recognize that it is not by your own Merit

Hence the first thing to do in order to build confidence in our 12 is to help our 12 know God’s Mercy. I was deeply touched when I read Chapter 10 of Pastor Cesar’s book on the 52 teachings for the G-12 Meetings. I felt that our Great Grandfather shared one of the deepest insights about the grace of God that I have ever heard. The way he uses the story of Mephibosheth (the grandson of King Saul) totally open my spiritual understanding to see what Grace of God is all about. The story that he quoted is as follows:

Mephibosheth was a man who had a hard life. Although he was the grandson of King Saul, he was hurt deeply in his life and began to think that he was a mistake. Saul was the first king of Israel, but because of disobedience, he and his children all died on the same day. Mephibosheth was five years old when the maid heard the news of the deaths. In the midst of all the bitter excitement, she was running hysterically and tripped, causing the boy to fall down and severely damage both of his feet. This accident left the boy lame. This misfortune left a mark on that child’s life, which also left him feeling abandoned. His father, uncles, and grand father were all dead, while he was crippled. Anyone would think that such a life has no meaning. But the life of this child has become the voice of nourishment for many people.

When David had already become king of Israel, he wanted to be merciful to Saul’s house. They told him about the grandson of the former King Mephibosheth. He was also the son of Jonathan, David’s friend. The first thing King David said to him was, ” ‘Do not be afraid because I will surely show you mercy for the sake of your father Jonathan, whom I love. I will give back to you all of the land of your grandfather Saul, and you will always eat at my table.’ The boy humbled himself and asked, ‘Who is your servant that you look at a dead dog like me?’ “

This act is an illustration of God’s grace, in the same way it is poured out on each one of us. It offers us dignity when we feel worthless.

Grace is the unmerited favor of God bestowed upon each one of us. It is not a payment people receive for something they’ve earned. Grace gives people dignity, improves their lifestyle, ensures families, and opens the door to blessings in their lives… We must understand that the prosperity comes, not by the company in which we are, not by our work or the possibilities, but that it comes to our life when we believe. All of God’s riches are within your reach; all you need to do is extend your hands and say: “Lord, I believe that they are for me.”

2. Know that God is for you and realize that you need not Fear

One of the reasons of why one is lack of self confidence is due to the issue of low self-esteem. When we have a low self-esteem, we will feel inferior to others and we will lose the confidence to try even if we can. The enemy will try to plant thoughts of failures and thoughts of doubts in people’s minds like seeds. If we are not careful, we will allow such seeds to grow in our lives, especially when we have been beaten up by different adversities, or exposed to great trials…. Don’t let your past or your fears take you away from the love that God wants to show you. Fear is more than a feeling; it is the manifestation of a demonic spirit which God can set us free from as we receive the Word of God.

Romans 8:31 says, “What, then, shall we say in response to this? If God is for us, who can be against us?”

Romans 8:35, 37 says, “Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall trouble or hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or sword? …. No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us.”

We need to realize that we need not fear because God will always support us and He will not let us face the battle alone… But in Christ and through Christ, we shall be conquerors and overcome whatever difficulties that we face. While we may not always get the results of what we hope to see, we must trust that God is in control and He will bless us with victory according to His eternal purposes… So be brave to try whatever God ask you to do and know that God will see through what He assigned you to do… Do not fear, but have faith to believe that God will lead us into triumphant victory!!!

3. Know that you are a Child of God and receive God’s Blessings
God’s blessings are real, and as a loving father he tells us, “No eye has seen, no ear has heard, no mind has conceived what God has prepared for those who love Him” (1 Corinthians 2:9)…… If we know the great riches that God has planned for us, as His children, we will be able to trust our future into His loving hands with no worries…. We need to trust in our Heavenly Father that He has our best interests in His heart and He wants us to flourish and be fruitful.

Sometimes, we struggle with the situations in our lives and become uncertain if God will really bless us? This is especially so when we experience difficulties despite everything that we are doing seemed to be according to God’s will… When we experience growth and see fruits in our lives, and then suddenly, we face much difficulties coming along our way… If we are not careful, we may misunderstand God’s intention totally when we face all the trials in our lives…

John 15:1,2 says, “I am the true vine, and my Father is the gardener. He cuts off every branch in me that bears no fruit, while every branch that does bear fruit he prunes so that it will be even more fruitful.”

You see, Jesus is the Vine and God our Heavenly father is the Gardener. Our Father in Heaven is always busy cutting off those branches that bears no fruits and for those bearing fruits, he prunes. What does that means, when we sin against him and does not bear fruits, the Lord will discipline us and cut off all the unwanted “sins” in our lives. When we are growing well and bearing fruits in our lives for the Lord, He will still prune us by cutting off any parts that may hinder us to be even more fruitful. This is what the Father as the Vinedresser would do for all the branches that come from the true Vine, Jesus Christ.

So be confident and know that God your Father has great plans for you… Plans to prosper you and make you fruitful….

Conclusion
God is faithful to His word in each one of us. In His mercy, the Lord brings us to Him to heal our wounds, to give us back what the enemy has taken away, and to enjoy each one of His promises. Jeremiah 29:11 says “For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.” Trust in the Lord and place your confidence in God.

Source of the above message: Message 10
(Taken from the book by Cesar Castellanos D, 52 Teachings for the G12 Meetings)
Teaching 9: Forming Confident Leaders
The words below are extracts from Pastor Cesar’s book itself…

Mephibosheth was a man who had a hard life. Although he was the grandson of King Saul, he was hurt deeply in his life and began to think that he was a mistake. Saul was the first king of Israel, but because of disobedience, he and his children all died on the same day. Mephibosheth was five years old when the maid heard the news of the deaths. In the midst of all the bitter
excitement, she was running hysterically and tripped, causing the boy to fall down and severely damage both of his feet. This accident left the boy lame. This misfortune left a mark on that child’s life, which also left him feeling abandoned. His father, uncles, and grand father were all dead, while he was crippled. Anyone would think that such a life has no meaning. But the life of this child has become the voice of nourishment for many people.

1. Knowing God’s Mercy
When David had already become king of Israel, he wanted to be merciful to Saul’s house. They told him about the grandson of the former King Mephibosheth. He was also the son of Jonathan, David’s friend. The first thing King David said to him was, ” ‘Do not be afraid because I will surely show you mercy for the sake of your father Jonathan, whom I love. I will give back to you all of the land of your grandfather Saul, and you will always eat at my table.’ The boy humbled himself and asked, ‘Who is your servant that you look at a dead dog like me?’ ” This act is an illustration of God’s grace, in the same way it is poured out on each one of us. It offers us dignity when we feel worthless.

2. Be free from the Spirit of Fear and Inferiority
The root of Saul’s problem originated from his low self-esteem. Although everyone around him praised him for his stature, and being the most handsome person in all of Israel, he felt like the most insignificant person in the world…. Fear is more than a feeling; it is the manifestation of a demonic spirit which God can set us free from as we receive the Word of God.

3. Receiving Grace & the Inheritance
Grace is the unmerited favor of God bestowed upon each one of us. It is not a payment people receive for something they’ve earned. Grace gives people dignity, improves their lifestyle, ensures families, and opens the door to blessings in their lives… We must understand that the prosperity comes, not by the company in which we are, not by our work or the possibilities, but that it comes to our life when we believe. All of God’s riches are within your reach; all you need to do is extend your hands and say: “Lord, I believe that they are for me.”

4. Enjoy your Blessing, do not accept failure and Believe you are a Child of God
God’s blessings are real, and as a loving father he tells us, “No eye has seen, no ear has heard, no mind has conceived what God has prepared for those who love Him” (1 Corinthians 2:9)…… The enemy plants thoughts in people’s minds like seeds. The best soil for such seeds (of accepting the idea that one is a failure) to grow in is the lives of people who have been beaten up by different adversities, or exposed to great trials…. Don’t let your past or your fears take you away from the love that God wants to show you.

Conclusion
God is faithful to His word in each one of us. In His mercy, the Lord brings us to Him to heal our wounds, to give us back what the enemy has taken away, and to enjoy each one of His promises.

Have a blessed week!
Ps William

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yeah...not being able to see and/or talk is just so much like a torture

Crackin' Knuckles and More

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Crackin' Knuckles and More

on Thu, Oct 26, 2006, 12:27 pm PDT

In my last blog entry, I talked about noisy bones and joints. One other joint sound that I am often asked about is that well-known sound that is made when someone cracks their knuckles. Is this something good? Is it dangerous in any way?

We are not entirely sure what causes that noise, but most of us believe that the sound is elicited from small gas bubbles popping or bursting when under pressure. As you know some find it very easy to repetitively create the sound, and some even get addicted to doing this. While it may be annoying to those around us, and of great concern to many parents, most orthopedic surgeons believe that there is no harm in cracking your knuckles. I believe that an occasional knuckle crack is fine and can be combined with some simple stretches. I do not however suggest that you do this all day long especially if you are already hypermobile or loose jointed.

Another similar popping sensation occurs with spinal manipulation that is done by many chiropractors and/or osteopathic physicians. This noise is also not well understood, but is also believed to be due to small gas bubbles popping or bursting under pressure. It too is safe. Many cringe at the sound, but I welcome it when my back is adjusted. It seems to help loosen me up a little, even temporarily.

Do you crack your knuckles or get your back cracked? Do you think it can help, or harm? Please share your stories.

Saturday, October 28, 2006 | | | |
sighs
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after reading one article from the web...ya...i think i got to agree...
i'm just so lazy to extract and paste it here. but here's how it goes.
i think that it's just gonna remain like this, and it's confirmed for now that it's going to be at PSI40, never gonna be any higher. PSI40 means PSI40. won't drop one...

So...i was mentioned in the previous post that there might be that very little possibility....well...i guess that very little possibility will be gone...not even there...can't even see...

DEVASTATED
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and sometimes it's like during this time at around 4.35am...

and things get really screwed up on my mind. i keep on thinking why have i gotten myself into such a situation. why?!?!?!??!

the situation is just like a stone in a canal... if the stone keeps on rolling on and on, it will definitely gather no moss.... likewise, i keep on thinking and keep on trying...no point.... in the end there's still most probably never gonna be thru....and perhaps i am just praying for that 0.0000001 percent of possibility?

what to do?

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medicine is killing me...
medicine is making me so like ....FAKE!

and yeah...planning is killing me...

and like when i sometimes pluck my courage up...it always fail in that way?
i know things would NEVER happen...but why am i still so like damn concerned?

sometimes i thought it would be good never to be concerned....never to care...never to talk...never to do anything...
but it's like i just can't help it when it comes to this and that.

sometimes i wish i could leave this school...
sometimes i wish i could just get memory lost and forget everything except God...
but reality is....what are the chances of all these coming true.
what is the chance of having what i hope and desire for come true? answer is none...and never.

and when i asked. i think i was so like stupid to add in and throw in other questions because i got myself more shit? perhaps RX was right...
Thursday, October 26, 2006 | | | |
http://www.fcbc.org.sg/christmas/

vISIt IT!

What i did today?

Saturday, October 21, 2006 | | | |





































O ya...i went for a wedding dinner! my cousin's wedding!
yeah. When will mine be? long time to come ar.
check out the cute little boy..















Thursday, October 19, 2006 | | | |
standards, just like what i will always yell at cadets. "I WANT THE ******* STANDARD FROM YOU UNDERSTAND?!?!?!??!"

YEAH...i am telling myself this, yes this time to myself...I want STANDARD from MYSELF.

behavioural problems
speech and linguistic problems
attitude problems
arghhghghghg
Friday, October 13, 2006 | | | |
i really really love you.
i really really want to spend time with you.
but i'm so sorry that i can't.
i'm missing you so much, i hope you would but i know what's on your mind

God is Good, all the time, everytime

Thursday, October 12, 2006 | | | |
xpect the unxpected.

Got so disappointed after being bombarded by lecturers during the format pitch for bad budgeting (that's why i can never be a businessman), was so bloody scared that i might just got the group into some deep shit. went to al-ameen, thinking so much on the way, about the pitch and something else. both equally stressful...both equally important to me, but why? don't ask me... i just allow my heart to take me into thinking, wherever i am, whatever it is. and so i was praying like mad deep in my heart that time.

so well, today, God provided me a way, something which is more than what i expected. Thank You and i praise You for all You've done.

was sitting down there just now. one look, it was so painful. so damn painful. i asked, even though i knew but it turned out bad. i called but it somehow ended fast. really fast. so fast. just can't help it. and i just don't understand a single thing. why?

so what are tears for? stressful person? suicidal person? depressed person? lost? or what? whatever you name it... yes... it is.

and so why people suddenly eat so much? just like what that normally special doctors would say. "these are symptons of ..... name it...." i am having that... yeah.... but so what? who knows? who cares? you or You?
Wednesday, October 11, 2006 | | | |
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u r there but then...
Monday, October 09, 2006 | | | |
i am lost...

no chance...don't even stand one...

till now they don't heal...i don't think they will ever be...

Sunday, October 08, 2006 | | | |



bullshit

Friday, October 06, 2006 | | | |
more often than not, being frank is just bullshit.
more often than not, when something serious is being said - people often do not believe.
more often than not, when things go wrong - i have to fakefully admit that whatever i said was joke.
and more often than not, i am often caught in a dilemma and i am a bullshit.

thanks!
Thursday, October 05, 2006 | | | |
sighs a million times and still it will never be enough

some racist joke

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wa biang....very funny la...
Note: Coarse language
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well did finish some stuff but can't get to sleep.
ya...

i hate it when i can't get to sleep.

You.
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sighs, there's a spirit of confusion around. i just don't understand why. ... tell me why?
perhaps i am over sensitive just like what my friend says.

what to do? sometimes i feel like a shit doing something.
i don't understand la.

A CONFUSED ME.
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sighs, there's a spirit of confusion around. i just don't understand why. ... tell me why?
perhaps i am over sensitive just like what my friend says.

what to do? sometimes i feel like a shit doing something.
i don't understand la.

A CONFUSED ME.

eMPOWER mE

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Empower Me
Claire Cloninger, David T. Clydesdale
Key: C
Verse 1:
C F
Nobody knows how weak I am,
C
better than You;
F
Nobody sees all of my needs,
C
better than You.
F Em Am
And nobody has the power to change me,
Dm7 E
from what I was born to be.
F C Am
Jesus be strong in my weakness,
Dm7 G
empower me!


Chorus:
C G Am Dm7
Empower me, like a rushing river
G C
flowing to the sea.
F
Lord, send Your Holy Spirit
G A7
flowing now through me.
Dm7 G
Till I'm living as Your child,
E Am
victorious and free,
Dm7 G
send the power of Your love,
C
empower me.


Verse 2:
Nobody's eyes see through my soul,
better than Yours;
Nobody's love can make me whole,
no one but Yours.
And nobody has the power to lift me,
to reach for eternity.
Jesus break through all my defences,
empower me.
©1983, 1984 John T. Benson Publishing Company (Admin. by Brentwood-Benson Music Publishing, Inc., 741 Cool Springs Blvd., Franklin TN 37067)
All rights reserved. International copyright secured.
CCLI song #101874

waiting

Monday, October 02, 2006 | | | |
worried. doing something at the same time.

so what time is it now.

oh well.... life is hectic these days.
have been missing church services.
i am missing hall 10.
i am missing Him.
and i am missing You.

1 more month or so.... shooting starts.
how much $$$ i get from SFC, i don't know.

let's pray for the best and i'm am waiting because i am worried.

how i hope i can build a family like this

Sunday, October 01, 2006 | | | |

Celebrating the Family

Do you feel like you are left out as a family member or you can’t along well with your family? As part of the Celebrate the Family Festival, Reverend Simon Yee talks about loving and honouring our families and why we live in a family.

Family is God’s idea.

God has it designed so that we are born and to be raised in a family. For many of us, the only time we leave the family is when we get married and start a new family of our own. But “leaving” the family doesn’t mean that you are no longer part of the original family you were born in. It simply means that now you have one of your own to treasure and grow with.

I believe that Jesus would understand and celebrate his family well. He could have possibly started His ministry much earlier. Imagine, would Jesus not make a bigger impact, achieving more grounds with 12 solid years instead of 3 years? These days we have millionaire footballers that are under 21 years of age! Perhaps knowing WHY is not half important as knowing WHERE Jesus was in those 30 years of his life? I am certain that Jesus was celebrating the family.

In John 19:25-27, one cannot help but marvel at Jesus final desire while suffering on the cross. In his mind, there was one thing he had to do when he saw his earthly mother standing near the Cross and his one final act of fidelity was to ensure that his mother would be taken care of before he goes back to his Heavenly Father! Family means so much to Jesus and if that is so, it should be the same for us.

But what is God’s desire for the Family? Here are a few pointers I would like to share with all of you,

1. God desires that the family is a place to Learn about God.

In Deuteronomy 6:6-7, the scripture sets a pattern that help us to relate the Word of God to our children by emphasising the importance of parents teaching the bible to their children, as commanded by God. The church cannot be used to escape from this responsibility. Instead, eternal truths are the most effective and best learned in a loving environment of a God-fearing home. Of course, it takes much effort but at the end of the day, it’s worth the while.

2. God desires that the family is a place to Live and Grow.

If our faith in Christ is real, it will usually prove itself at home and in our relationships with those who know us best. Children and parents have a responsibility to care for each other. Children should honour their parents even if they are demanding and unfair whereas parents should teach and not be afraid to correct or discipline their children should they display any negative attitude and behaviour. In Proverbs 12:1, the bible clearly states, “Whoever loves discipline loves knowledge. But he who hates correction is stupid”.

3. God desires that the family is a place to Love and Govern.

Apostle Paul warned about the last days when people will be lovers of themselves, lovers of money, boastful, proud, disobedient to their parents and etc rather than lovers of God. The family is a precious sanctum where love is to be shared and experienced by its members. God also designed the family where he admonishes in Ephesians 6:2-4, "Honour your father and mother" - which is the first commandment with a promise - "that it may go well with you and that you may enjoy long life on the earth." Fathers, do not exasperate your children; instead, bring them up in the training and instruction of the Lord.

Hence, we can all celebrate the family by

• Thanking God for our family
• Taking time to be with family members

•Let us celebrate and have a delightful time with our family, shall we?

Reverend Simon Yee is a Network Pastor. He also oversees the respective ministry and departments, namely Filipino Ministry, FCBC’s Corporate Communications, Wedding Services and Hospitality.

Ok...long time no c

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ok it's really been some long time since i've updated my blog. it's a blog. want to know more about me or find out how i am, just give me a ring or sms lar... or even want to meet me. hahaha. singapore quite small. technology quite advanced.

so riggggghhhhtt, many things have passed for me for approx. 2 months. first, started working for Splash Zone, a kids show. and yes, where's my pay?! learnt to yell at children but not love them. learn to make fun of them instead of taking care of them. learnt to treat them like how i treat my cadets back in henderson. shiok. hahahaa. but because of all these bad stuff that i've done, i've spoilt a total of 2 mobile phones which were drowned in the waters.

ok, so now right, gonna talk on how ibp progresses for my team. actually rigghhht, things have been both fun and stressed la. just went for the 1st location recee with adam, louis, khien and st. whoa! just like what chandler said, it would be fun but then righhhtt it's damn tiring. imagine, left house at 6+am and returned home close to 12 midnight. madness!!! but then right, it's still the starting, haven't shoot yet. shoot righhhttt, is definitely gonna be more and more siong.

so, have been also stressed thinking about that some thing and that some issues. stressing me up seriously, especially during this so called holiday season. whatever la huh... sometimes things that i just do really stupid. dunno what to say. when i think of it, arh...i just do. but after i do it, wah lau, the hokkien phrase is "really have to tio meh", aka really deserved to be scolded. you say i too much free time, not really...but then...how do i put it...hmm...i just felt nice doing it lor. i just feel nice helping people lor. i just feel nice seeing people happy lor (hopefully la huh). certain things cannot be forced, i know... but to say to stop doing it is really a madness thing to do. saying is easy, but doing it is so difficult. chatting is such a nice pasttime, but then the aftermath of chatting is really so pain, well at least to me, i dun know if you feel the same. (well...probably not)

have not been to church for ages. and ya...really ages. i miss hall 10.