Ironical Title for this entry.
yes, had a long off just before i'm to embark on a journey to Medan, Indonesia for a short 10-day. A relief in disguise i guess...
Am still worried, unassured and insecure, but i guess things will still go on, i suppose.
Relationship has start to be dreadful for me.
I too, suppose that it's seriously pointless to rattle on and on with the other party. It's seriously pointless. It just adds to my disappointment each and everytime. And, I ponder why is it always my fault.
Signing off with heartfelt pains.
Riverside Restaurant
Monday, August 25, 2008
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Coming Tuesday going IPPT. don't know how well I'll fare. yeah, that's right, life as a HQ spec is just not that physically intensive.
Went to Riverside point indonesia restaurant. Food was great. i mean seriouly great. But weather's horrible. Was a cock-up making our (Jinghan and I) way to the place. This sua-ku me didn't know where on earth riverside point was (neither does han). Met her at Central Shopping Centre (near Eu Tong Sen Street) and it was still pouring like mad. Then we took a cab there which was like a stone's throw away. Anyway, the food really power and should try to eat there again. Thanks Dajie and jiefu for the treat. Xuan Xuan was smiling the whole evening in spite of the cold weather. So cute... If only God can bless me with a daughter like her in the future.
Went to Riverside point indonesia restaurant. Food was great. i mean seriouly great. But weather's horrible. Was a cock-up making our (Jinghan and I) way to the place. This sua-ku me didn't know where on earth riverside point was (neither does han). Met her at Central Shopping Centre (near Eu Tong Sen Street) and it was still pouring like mad. Then we took a cab there which was like a stone's throw away. Anyway, the food really power and should try to eat there again. Thanks Dajie and jiefu for the treat. Xuan Xuan was smiling the whole evening in spite of the cold weather. So cute... If only God can bless me with a daughter like her in the future.
given up on ALL
Sunday, August 24, 2008
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I've given up on everything. seriously everything. I have lost all of my hope and all of my dreams. You caused it to me. I am seriously saddened and have been all these while after what was revealed to me.
Dreams are dreams and will still be dreams. The wait has to be long and it will be. That's why things do take place. Why am I such a fool as I've always been.
Love is just a complicated thing. I seriously want to put a full-stop to it but I just cannot.
Life's been miserable. NS sucks, life sucks, relationship sucks and everything else too. Even the "family" does not detest the wrongdoings but indirectly claims its righteousness. How can that and all these be happening?
I've been made a fool. You and all of you have been a great disappointment. And as the clock continues to tick, I can never know what the slash will make my blood splash and I just end my life and leave this town, this world. I don't care anymore because all have been lying and putting on a MASK.
I don't know what else you've been keeping from me but I believe there still are. It's just impossible that there's nothing else. Well, that's all for now. Written are thoughts, feelings and angst since the very day.
Dreams are dreams and will still be dreams. The wait has to be long and it will be. That's why things do take place. Why am I such a fool as I've always been.
Love is just a complicated thing. I seriously want to put a full-stop to it but I just cannot.
Life's been miserable. NS sucks, life sucks, relationship sucks and everything else too. Even the "family" does not detest the wrongdoings but indirectly claims its righteousness. How can that and all these be happening?
I've been made a fool. You and all of you have been a great disappointment. And as the clock continues to tick, I can never know what the slash will make my blood splash and I just end my life and leave this town, this world. I don't care anymore because all have been lying and putting on a MASK.
I don't know what else you've been keeping from me but I believe there still are. It's just impossible that there's nothing else. Well, that's all for now. Written are thoughts, feelings and angst since the very day.
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