A good bad day

Ironical Title for this entry.

yes, had a long off just before i'm to embark on a journey to Medan, Indonesia for a short 10-day. A relief in disguise i guess...

Am still worried, unassured and insecure, but i guess things will still go on, i suppose.

Relationship has start to be dreadful for me.

I too, suppose that it's seriously pointless to rattle on and on with the other party. It's seriously pointless. It just adds to my disappointment each and everytime. And, I ponder why is it always my fault.

Signing off with heartfelt pains.