& i continue wondering...am i stupid or what...

Saturday, July 22, 2006 | | | |
and yes, i continue to ponder time and again...

"AM I STUPID TO DO CERTAIN THINGS?"

and most likely the answer is yes... i don't understand why. the systems around me are all so screwed up, so pissing me off, the people (some) really blowing off my mind but why am i so devoted to helping? why? Am i being a simaritan in a right or wrong way? i am not sure too. Seeking an answer from Above.



Luke 10: 25-37 (King James Version) says
25And, behold, a certain lawyer stood up, and tempted him, saying, Master, what shall I do to inherit eternal life?

26He said unto him, What is written in the law? how readest thou?

27And he answering said, Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy strength, and with all thy mind; and thy neighbour as thyself.

28And he said unto him, Thou hast answered right: this do, and thou shalt live.

29But he, willing to justify himself, said unto Jesus, And who is my neighbour?

30And Jesus answering said, A certain man went down from Jerusalem to Jericho, and fell among thieves, which stripped him of his raiment, and wounded him, and departed, leaving him half dead.

31And by chance there came down a certain priest that way: and when he saw him, he passed by on the other side.

32And likewise a Levite, when he was at the place, came and looked on him, and passed by on the other side.

33But a certain Samaritan, as he journeyed, came where he was: and when he saw him, he had compassion on him,

34And went to him, and bound up his wounds, pouring in oil and wine, and set him on his own beast, and brought him to an inn, and took care of him.

35And on the morrow when he departed, he took out two pence, and gave them to the host, and said unto him, Take care of him; and whatsoever thou spendest more, when I come again, I will repay thee.

36Which now of these three, thinkest thou, was neighbour unto him that fell among the thieves?

37And he said, He that shewed mercy on him. Then said Jesus unto him, Go, and do thou likewise.



And so, i tried to be one good simaritan, helping people as much as i can but i realized some people just do not appreciate. but why? "love my neighbour as myself" - i am trying to do that... and so i realized this why the Lord spoke unto me this " son, serve without favour(s) in return". at this time of the very wee hours of the morning, when i try my best to sleep so much but i can't, i was slapped right on my face with that statement where God gave me. I'm thankful, confessing that i did not like that answer but i think it made total sense! There's a problem with my attitude.

coming to the point of my attitude, i finally realized the problems within me. All praise to Thee! i think the thing where i need to work on is to speak with grace. I will try my best to change. well, it's my foul mouth... i will work on it.

Praise Be to God! Reelway Pictures clinched a deal with IPOS - Golden Village. at least can lighten our financial burden on ourselves (the reelwayers).

Matthew 6:19-24 (New International Version) says
19"Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy, and where thieves break in and steal. 20But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where moth and rust do not destroy, and where thieves do not break in and steal. 21For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.

22"The eye is the lamp of the body. If your eyes are good, your whole body will be full of light. 23But if your eyes are bad, your whole body will be full of darkness. If then the light within you is darkness, how great is that darkness!

24"No one can serve two masters. Either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve both God and Money.

Well well...
going for shoot in a few hours time... c what i mean? yeah... why am i doing this? smiles...