the fine bad day


first of all, i clarified something with someone regarding something bad/ good. for this matter, i just think that the problems must be solved quick and fast. i really for so sorry for this whole thing. and yet, i don't think it was really that convincing and i didn't think it may work out that well. nevertheless, i pray so much that this issue will slowly be resolved.

secondly, being yelled and shouted for no reason. sighs...i've really really got a problem hearing well nowadays. i don't know what to say but i guess perhaps certain things and emotions have took a change for the worse. well well, i confided in my spiritual daddy, told him, thinking that my emotions would be stabilized, but no, it was still the same. being sensitive to others.... this is quite a challenge. i hope you would be... in the future but then, i guess there wouldn't be anymore chances....at least for good. well, if that person had already decided that it was the case, then i think it's better to have a change...

you, who is reading my blog now will wonder what on earth am i writing. think and you'll still never understand. been facing loads of issues from here and there. my brains're exploding.

what's love? what's new? what's change?

perhaps...

if that was the decision You want me to...i pray that You will reveal that to me in any manner and form...


Thank You