I will give my heart to You
Forever faithful God
Guide me to Your truth
I will go where You may lead
Your hands of grace will guide
They draw me to You side
I praise Your name forever
Join with the shouts of Heaven
Glorify
You are the King of Glory
You are the Lord Almighty
You are the Shepher of my heart
I will give You all my praise
I'll follow You always
The Shepherd of my heart.
if only i could be like the Almighty Him, serving some with the heart of a shepherd.
I AM SO DISAPPOINTED.
just ask me, why is that thing there? and i will say. the stuff might be there but i may not be doing it? it just happened to be there, safekeeping for a friend. so ya, i just know where certain relationships stand. what i cannot understand is why people cannot ask me questions straight direct to me but have to beat about the bush. tell me and i will explain, and whether you guys believe it or not it's all your decisions because i know i have done my best.
now that i think back when i received that phone call, no wonder i felt so funny. i really had no idea what was it about.
I AM SO DISAPPOINTED.
2 Timothy 1:3-12 (New International Version)
Encouragement to Be Faithful
3I thank God, whom I serve, as my forefathers did, with a clear conscience, as night and day I constantly remember you in my prayers. 4Recalling your tears, I long to see you, so that I may be filled with joy. 5I have been reminded of your sincere faith, which first lived in your grandmother Lois and in your mother Eunice and, I am persuaded, now lives in you also. 6For this reason I remind you to fan into flame the gift of God, which is in you through the laying on of my hands. 7For God did not give us a spirit of timidity, but a spirit of power, of love and of self-discipline.8So do not be ashamed to testify about our Lord, or ashamed of me his prisoner. But join with me in suffering for the gospel, by the power of God, 9who has saved us and called us to a holy life—not because of anything we have done but because of his own purpose and grace. This grace was given us in Christ Jesus before the beginning of time, 10but it has now been revealed through the appearing of our Savior, Christ Jesus, who has destroyed death and has brought life and immortality to light through the gospel. 11And of this gospel I was appointed a herald and an apostle and a teacher. 12That is why I am suffering as I am. Yet I am not ashamed, because I know whom I have believed, and am convinced that he is able to guard what I have entrusted to him for that day.
no strength to blog properly
stupid FR lim ml.
tmr's call time @ 8am...song boh...
regrets regrets
i have regrets of doing certain things,
i can't help it but i still continue to think.
decisions were made,
but regrets were late.
still i will continue to sing You praise,
even till the moment i pause to thank.
i offer to help,
and i continue to tell.
Reputations tarnished,
Images brought down.
Friends are lost,
People are eventually gone.
Relationships got screwed,
Emotions were fooled.
To You i apologise,
For You i will tesitify.
Depressions come and depressions go,
They have come again and when they will go i do not know.
To You i pray that it will go away,
Even till the day when my soul will rise away.
Take care my friend(s),
You have to stand strong and allow no matters to destruct your plans.
Be strong and courageous...
TIME FOR EVERYTHING - FRANCIS
Ecclesiastes 3 (New International Version)
Ecclesiastes 3
A Time for Everything
1 There is a time for everything,and a season for every activity under heaven:
2 a time to be born and a time to die,
a time to plant and a time to uproot,
3 a time to kill and a time to heal,
a time to tear down and a time to build,
4 a time to weep and a time to laugh,
a time to mourn and a time to dance,
5 a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
a time to embrace and a time to refrain,
6 a time to search and a time to give up,
a time to keep and a time to throw away,
7 a time to tear and a time to mend,
a time to be silent and a time to speak,
8 a time to love and a time to hate,
a time for war and a time for peace.
9 What does the worker gain from his toil? 10 I have seen the burden God has laid on men. 11 He has made everything beautiful in its time. He has also set eternity in the hearts of men; yet they cannot fathom what God has done from beginning to end. 12 I know that there is nothing better for men than to be happy and do good while they live. 13 That everyone may eat and drink, and find satisfaction in all his toil—this is the gift of God. 14 I know that everything God does will endure forever; nothing can be added to it and nothing taken from it. God does it so that men will revere him.
15 Whatever is has already been,
and what will be has been before;
and God will call the past to account. [a]
16 And I saw something else under the sun:
In the place of judgment—wickedness was there,
in the place of justice—wickedness was there.
17 I thought in my heart,
"God will bring to judgment
both the righteous and the wicked,
for there will be a time for every activity,
a time for every deed."
18 I also thought, "As for men, God tests them so that they may see that they are like the animals. 19 Man's fate is like that of the animals; the same fate awaits them both: As one dies, so dies the other. All have the same breath [b] ; man has no advantage over the animal. Everything is meaningless. 20 All go to the same place; all come from dust, and to dust all return. 21 Who knows if the spirit of man rises upward and if the spirit of the animal [c] goes down into the earth?"
22 So I saw that there is nothing better for a man than to enjoy his work, because that is his lot. For who can bring him to see what will happen after him?
SO, for me basically i need to do what i have to do... what i did was already done. i tried telling myself not to feel so despressed over it but it's very hard to get rid of it - i am still losing sleep over it. cannot get to sleep, ya, that's the reason why. i miss You and i miss you. all the best for all your upcoming thing which you will be involved in for approximately 2 months? all the best!
i broke my promise which i made myself, really so stupid. i feel so stupid after 11.15pm. i pray development do not start again, cause i am afraid of this thing call pain. i'm glad so many are falling in love.... one of my friend's brother's falling in love too... my blessings go out to him!!! God bless U my friend...!
Footprints in the Sand
Footprints in the Sand
One night a man had a dream. He dreamed
he was walking along the beach with the LORD.
Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.
For each scene he noticed two sets of
footprints in the sand: one belonging
to him, and the other to the LORD.
When the last scene of his life flashed before him,
he looked back at the footprints in the sand.
He noticed that many times along the path of
his life there was only one set of footprints.
He also noticed that it happened at the very
lowest and saddest times in his life.
This really bothered him and he
questioned the LORD about it:
"LORD, you said that once I decided to follow
you, you'd walk with me all the way.
But I have noticed that during the most
troublesome times in my life,
there is only one set of footprints.
I don't understand why when
I needed you most you would leave me."
The LORD replied:
"My son, my precious child,
I love you and I would never leave you.
During your times of trial and suffering,
when you see only one set of footprints,
it was then that I carried you."
kaypoh
1 Peter 4:12-19 (New International Version)
Suffering for Being a Christian
12Dear friends, do not be surprised at the painful trial you are suffering, as though something strange were happening to you. 13But rejoice that you participate in the sufferings of Christ, so that you may be overjoyed when his glory is revealed. 14If you are insulted because of the name of Christ, you are blessed, for the Spirit of glory and of God rests on you. 15If you suffer, it should not be as a murderer or thief or any other kind of criminal, or even as a meddler. 16However, if you suffer as a Christian, do not be ashamed, but praise God that you bear that name. 17For it is time for judgment to begin with the family of God; and if it begins with us, what will the outcome be for those who do not obey the gospel of God? 18And,"If it is hard for the righteous to be saved,
what will become of the ungodly and the sinner?"[a]
19So then, those who suffer according to God's will should commit themselves to their faithful Creator and continue to do good.
finally knew the true meaning of what it takes to be sort of a "kaypoh" dating from a few months back. really have been so kaypoh to help but shit happens. I am glad that this passage woke me up, but then, i guess i still fear being a kaypoh...
losing sleep, losing concentration, losing my emotional self...
Thanks Henghan & Dr V. so much for that help. no words can express my thanks.
I have no choice but to enter this in...i was given the Rhema word...
Joshua 1:5-9 (New International Version)
5 No one will be able to stand up against you all the days of your life. As I was with Moses, so I will be with you; I will never leave you nor forsake you.
6 "Be strong and courageous, because you will lead these people to inherit the land I swore to their forefathers to give them. 7 Be strong and very courageous. Be careful to obey all the law my servant Moses gave you; do not turn from it to the right or to the left, that you may be successful wherever you go. 8 Do not let this Book of the Law depart from your mouth; meditate on it day and night, so that you may be careful to do everything written in it. Then you will be prosperous and successful. 9 Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go."
Christ, being Your son is such an amazing thing to be. To be baptized in Your Holy Spirit is even a great breakthrough. I now only realized how great it is to be Your baptized son. When You - God Almighty spoke to Joshua after Moses died and I read it, it came straight to me as if a new revelation.
So, yesterday, i was unable to meet the all time favourites FKK and HTHT. Yes, to all who wants to know, it's the DVD crap over and over again. And from the voicemails i've received from FKK, he repeatedly made claims that he wants to sue me for the slow processing of the DVDs because SSA wants to sue NP and NP wants to sue him so he claimed he would want to sue me. ok fine, take it that i had never taken Media Law module before. I think it's very likely to press charges against me without the signing of contracts. And the story goes on and on and on.
And this FKK goes to his confidant - HTHT. Apparently, both of them pull the other one in. And i think the reasons given were not valid. Suddenly the role of that someone changes. What a good move by FKKHTHT...
So both that someone and i are going to meet the all time favourites today at FMS office. Sure i will try my best.
New Paper is just a call's away. Whatever it is, i will try my best. I might have done something wrong in the process. But FKK's words used on me and some others were even more powerful. Glad i did not delete the voicemails. Shall clarify with Lai Sim as to whether the word "sue" first came from her. And ya, the idea of expulsion also rose... what great idea... I am just too tired of hearing all these.
For I know this is an obstacle for me to cross, I know...
i'm still up
but i was rather happy i should say. but like i wrote in the previous entry, happy for what...
my head is killing me... stupid fever...
Solution to my life's difficult questions
God's Answers to Life's Difficult Questions
Written by: Rick Warren
List Price: $16.99 (USD) $21.99 (CAD) £9.99 (GBP)
Series: Living with Purpose
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Page Count: 208
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ISBN: 0310273021
ISBN-13: 9780310273028
Available: October, 2006
Publisher: Zondervan
Synopsis:
Rick Warren takes you to the Bible for answers to twelve of life’s toughest questions. Drawing from the examples of different biblical characters who faced the same issues, Warren offers concise, practical insights you can understand and apply in order to move past hardships and experience a life of purpose and significance.
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Boyzone - Words
Smile
An everlasting smile
A smile can bring you near to me
Don't ever let me find you wrong
Cause that would bring a tear to me
This world has lost it's glory
Lets start a brand new story
Now my love
You think that I don't even mean
A single word I say
It's only words
And words are all I have
To take your heart away
Talk
In everlasting words
And dedicate them all, to me
And I will give you all my life
I'm here if you should call to me
You think that I don't even mean
a single word I say
It's only words
And words are all I have
To take your heart away
It's only words
And words are all I have
To take your heart away
Da da da da da da da
Da da da da da da da da da da
Da da da da da da da
Da da da da da da da da da da
This world has lost it's glory
Let's start a brand new story
Now, my love
You think that I don't even mean
a single word I say
It's only words
And words are all I have
To take your heart away
It's only words
And words are all I have
To take your heart away
It's only words
And words are all I have
To take your heart away
so... suddenly i reminded myself of words which i've heard... they will still be the words which have already been spoken... sighs....
A Diminishing Francis
damn it... supposed to meet the "all time favourite" henry tan and fkk. but what the heck, my health's more important. so i don't care so much.
exam's coming soon. checked on NPAL for my exam timetable...what the - 9 am schedule... die lar die lar...
there's adv audio post test tmr...sure fail..why? study only that 1%. test at 10am. song liao song liao... cannot wake up sure die - just like drama prod final test.
hope that my creative jucies will come back to me for doc pro. have to make the edit something good.
sms can always be a emotional catalyst (the good thing) and it can also be a emotional spoiler (the bad thing). guess today the smses i received were of the catalyst type. What logic is that? FLL - the Francis Lame Logic. but no matter that i still have to remind myself constantly that what's over is over. what's done's been done. so why the heck so happy? for what? but anyways, thanks yeah.
and so, no matter what... it's still this way...
Chorus: No matter what they tell us No matter what they do No matter what they teach us What we believe is true No matter what they call us I can't deny what I believe If only tears were laughter Repeat Chorus And I will keep you safe and strong I can't deny what I believe |
i miss this place - memories
anyone wants to chill out with me at the board game shop? there's one at holland V!!! forget it...maybe no one is interested....well, i'm a loser who does BORING STUFF...LAME GAMES!
FRANCIS LIM - YOU'RE A LOSER!!! HAHAHA
so for those who are interested in the lame loser stuff which i just mentioned, go to http://sg.settlerscafe.com/
Enjoy!!!
first thing to SIM - kena sian....
could not go to indoor stadium for prayer revival meeting. why? got things to do.
what only...
went to school in the afternoon. shit, no point going there. made me sad upon reaching my first principal location.
went ameen, found out that i still remember a lot of old songs. old love songs are cool n emotional ya... please allow me to forget them.
i miss the darlings... ryan, clarice, jia jia, enqi and matthias... when can i ever see them again?
perhaps that subject really prefer the ones who have completed NS or are in midst of serving. i wonder how, i wonder why...
and oh, nowadays many people getting sick. really....get well soon.... especially YOU... you might not see this entry but perhaps unknowingly hope you receive this get well wishes. do take your meals on time.. don't play around with your stomach. not funny...
still taking time to let go of certain stuff... still find it difficult. it's not easy really. and i have come to realize that i only feel comfortable talking to certain people. and i continue wondering... why have i treated the subject(s) that manner and haiz...sighs... when will i receive the revelation?
Francis Lim was called home to be with the Lord leaving behind his beloved ones. (who will the names be?)
hair is long...must cut..very ugly.
looking forward to shoot tomorrow..
who says oldies are shit?
MLTR - Breaking My Heart
I'm on the floor
counting one minute more
Noone to break the silence
Staring into the night
all alone but that's alright
It's the feeling deep inside I don't like
Chorus:
There is no excuse my friend
for breaking my heart
breaking my heart again
This is where our journey ends
Your breaking my heart again
Here in my bed
counting the words you've said
They linger in the shadows
Coming home late at night
drunk again but that's alright
It's the look in your eyes I don't like
Chorus:
There is no excuse my friend
for breaking my heart
breaking my heart again...
hey anyways, for all those who are sick there, remember, health is more impt than anytg else ya... take ur medicine and don't overwork... God Bless...
lthe emotional winds
i still can't get over it. i still can't get over the subject. i tried my best to but it's so damn tough. went to al-ameen, i dragged myself there. i dun know why, but i guess i won't frequent there as much as i used to anymore. not that the place is bad, but it's me. the fault lies in me.
i miss secondary school days so much. the times where i stress myself for the o levels. the times where i waste my time sitting around with my buddies at the clementi ave 2 hawker centre and talking trash. i miss those times. now that i am here in FSV, i just hate it when my buddies are in the army. so little topic to talk about. it's as if there's a generation gap. shit, i should have studied a levels man! FSV suck...
semester's ending soon, i have to remind myself. but there's one more left. the final lap and off i will leave FSV without a heck or do i care about this stupid course!
think this song speaks of how i feel
楓
Feng
Composer: Jay Chou (周杰倫) Lyricist: Devon (宋健彰)
烏雲在我們心裡擱下一塊陰影wu yun zai wo men xin li ge xia yi kuai yin ying
我聆聽沉寂已久的心情
wo ling ting chen ji yi jiu de xin qing
清晰透明
qing xi tou ming
就像美麗的風景
jiu xiang mei li de feng jing
總在回憶裡才看的清
zong zai hui yi li cai kan de qing
被傷透的心能不能夠繼續愛我
bei shang tou de xin neng bu neng gou ji xu ai wo
我用力牽起沒溫度的雙手
wo yong li qian qi mei wen du de shuang shou
過往溫柔已經被時間上鎖
guo wang wen rou yi jing bei shi jian shang suo
只剩揮散不去的難過
zhi sheng hui san bu qu de nan guo
緩緩飄落的楓葉像思念
huan huan piao luo de feng ye xiang si nian
我點燃燭火溫暖歲末的秋天
wo dian ran zhu huo wen nuan sui mo de qiu tian
極光掠奪天邊
ji guang lüe duo tian bian
北風掠過想妳的容顏
bei feng lüe guo xiang ni de rong yan
我把愛燒成了落葉
wo ba ai shao cheng le luo ye
卻換不回熟悉的那張臉
que huan bu hui shu xi de na zhang lian
緩緩飄落的楓葉像思念
huan huan piao luo de feng ye xiang si nian
為何挽回要趕在冬天來之前
wei he wan hui yao gan zai dong tian lai zhi qian
愛妳穿越時間
ai ni chuan yue shi jian
兩行來自秋末的眼淚
liang hang lai zi qiu mo de yan lei
讓愛滲透了地面
rang ai shen tou le di mian
我要的只是妳在我身邊
wo yao de zhi shi ni zai wo shen bian
在山腰間飄逸的紅雨
zai shan yao jian piao yi de hong yu
隨著北風凋零
sui zhe bei feng diao ling
我輕輕搖曳風鈴
wo qing qing yao ye feng ling
想
xiang
喚醒被遺棄的愛情
huan xing bei yi qi de ai qing
雪花已鋪滿了地
xue hua yi pu man le di
深怕窗外楓葉已結成冰
shen pa chuang wai feng ye yi jie cheng bing